Overwhelmed, Insecure, & Fully Loved
In some ways this has been the most mixed week since I arrived. Last weekend I found out that a dear couple from my home Church was battling covid. It was a heavy burden that I carried into Monday. Also over the weekend I said something that hurt one of my friends and was dealing with feeling like a failure. That coupled with a new week of teaching, feeling like I didn't get much done over the weekend, some other hard things thrown into the mix and I was overwhelmed. I felt like I couldn't even process through one thing before something else would hit me. On Monday nights we have class worship in the evening. As they started singing I felt awful. I couldn't sing because I was so overwhelmed by what was going on. I couldn't even stand up. In the middle of my overwhelmed brain, God spoke. "Go over to a staff member and ask for prayer." After a moments hesitation I crawled over and asked a staff member for prayer. She prayed for me and by the end of it I wa...